i'm gonna kill myself i swear i will fucking kill me already ohhhh myyyy gooododdoododod broooooohoohohhohhhhhhhhhh ughghghgggggghghghghghghghgghghghghghgg fucking kill meeeemememeeeeeqeqedsvjcnsbdkglKBX QNK i want to rip my skinn off so fucking bad i want to cut my insides open and then throw my fucking guts onto the fucking wall someone decapitate me alreadyyyyy only 4 years left!!!! 4 year to last!!!! 4 years!!!! 4!!!! c'mon chat!!!! i can do that!!!! 4 years!!!! 4 years isn't that long!!!! c'mon!!!!! i'll do it!!!!! that makes uhhhh 1440 days or smth....eyahhhahahaaaaa i can do this. 1500 days left!!!!!!!!!!! i'll do it!!!!!!!!!! and then i can leave this fuckass torture jail of a house and say fuck you to my family and kill myslef under a bridge or something. i'll find me a nice place...and get top surgery...or at least a binder...and get me some sorta job!!!!! and then i'll live a nice life!!! and maybe kiss guys!!!!! and i'll be called a dude nd all;..;;;;i will. 100%. i won't kill myself before that;;;;just a few years left to hold up chat